February 10, 2005
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there's these fleeting moments of perfection in my life.
it's happened throughout my life....
what can i say?--i guess i have a
history of perfection.
i might be walking.
i might be watching tv.
i might be at a concert.
i might be reading.
i might be on the train.
i might be listening to music.
i might be writing stuff.
i might be talking w/ a friend.
sometimes i felt that way in high school
sometimes i felt that way in college
sometimes i felt that way after college
and surprisingly....
sometimes i still feel that way.
but eventually...always....
things feel PERFECT for only so long
and then they're eventually not perfect. nothing is wrong with
imperfection. cuz i'm far from having no faults....but some faults
aren't really faults so much as they are "quirks" and "issues" .....i
have a lot of issues, and even more quirks. and if you really want to
know the truth....i can be pretty selfish sometimes. self-absorbed.
self-conscious. self-hating. but once in a while, everything feels....
perfectly perfect.
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